You cant be sad and happy at the same time

Uhmah Park

This is really some bullshit that i cant sleep…

i just want everybody to know that…

i guess i think too much…

and i think about dumb ass shit too…

like tha other day… i could have sworne i heard some asshole say that a muhfucka couldnt be happy and sad at tha same time…

bullshit!

im living proof….

i been amemic my whole life damn near ( i stoped eating beef in the 4th grade ) or most of my life… whatever… fuck it… i been lacking hella iron…

Anyway…

i had to get hella sick and pass out to find out that the reason i been havin tha most GOD AWFUL headaches since i can remember…. tha reason why i just cant seem to be happy at times… tha reason i have random ass chest pains and a slew of other bullshit is ALLLL because i was gotdamn amemic… but now that i know….

im happy because all this shit is about to end…

but pissed off that ALL IT TOOK was one of those lazy ass days i was sittin around bitchin cuz i was bored… to go to tha hospital ( when i had insurance and tha shit only cost 10 bucks ) and tell somebody my head ALWAYS hurts… and im always cold when everybody else is burning up. Something is worng…

thas all it took…

so tha shit is very damn possible…

shit sucks tho lol