Tha most Dreaded damn time of the year!

sigh… i hate… hate hate… the winter….

for a couple reasons…

Thanksgiving…

i hate this damn holiday… because i dont wanna go over nobody damn house and fuckin eat… because im picky… and im not down with eating other people damn food. Because… alotta muthafuckas just cant fuckin cook. and thats just damn that. they eat pork… i dont. they eat beef… i dont… they will actually eat anything that fucking move you package that shit right… i reFUSE to. PLUS… to be honest… i dont get along with most of my family. its not that i dont like em or anything… its just that… we are too damn different. and i can be around sometime… no… i can be around rarely… after that… im cool. we dont have any of the same interest or beliefs… so its hella pointless for me to be around. and finially… one day… to give thanks? kinda shit is that? lol ill admit i dont sit around and give thanks everyday… but i give thanks more than several days during the year.

Chirstmas…

sigh…… i can go on for hours and hours about this bullshit. i can not dammit stand chirstmas… i actually dont hate the day. honestly…. what i DO hate tho… is tha fuckin commercialization of tha shit… i mean fuck! 2 weeks before thanks giving every where you go is saturated with christmas shit. its all on tv… its all on the net… its every where you go. i feel like im on a cartoon with that black cloud raining on my damn head all day. i dont celerbrate christmas for more several reasons… but that is tha reason i HATE christmas.

ugh

but………….

capitalism is a bitch!

because… with out fuckin thanksgiving… and fuckin christmas…. tha ecomomy would crash FOREAL… i mean its like damn, if tha economy doesnt flurish… then we dont have SHIT… muhfuckas cant pay they internet cant pay for gas… for cars for chicken mc nuggets for a damn thing… everybody broke lol we will fuck around and be over thrown by tha taliban or some shit lol. sigh.. and alotta other shit i wont go into.

so this year… im kinda happy to see them shits come…. for the first time in a long time… for tha record… i havent liked thanksgiving since i was able to come to my own fuckin conclusions lol like age 9 or 8 or some shit like that… stoped celerbrating christmas when i was like 11 or 10… it was my choice… my Father had joined the Nation of Islam… and he didnt force it on me… i went to all the study group meetings by choice ( not ALL… but a couple lol i was never one for congragation either lol ). But anyway… i saw the holidays for what they really represent… so i wasnt down no more…

but above all else…

i hate the winter mainly because its colder than a sumbitch!